hmmm...today bis paper...much easy then last common test...at least i noe wat the paper is asking...but hope i can pass...i muz pass n hope will pass...after paper went to canteen 1 n accompany le le eat then went to bus stop n wait 4 hubby tat lao wu gui...then we headed to bugis to meet hubby's friends to exchange his card then walk around n go to orchard...went walking around...

actually wan buy shoe de but...hai...then walk around n c c look look...then went far east n buy pooh sweet n buy 1 elephant 4 ah hui...coz veri cute to mi so buy lor...then go taka n visit lao da irene...hubby buy bubble tea 4 irene n zac..after tat buy ice cream n eat...hahah...then we chatted awhile then go heeren n walk coz hubby tat lao wu gui wan buy shoe...in the end is HE buy HIS shoe instead of buy MY shoe lor...he veri gd to mi hor....after tat we take bus to ps there then walk to parkmall n take bus home...coz at least got seat to sit ma...i veri lazy de...hehe...hmm...still got 2 more paper to conquer....i mu do it n i will do it...haha... going mad le...

kk...hubby lao wu gui,dear luv u deep deep....c i shy le...:oops:  hmmm...dunno hubby tat lao wu gui got wat to say to mi anot???if haf tag in the tagbox hor...if not u reali not gd to mi le...onli noe how to c c nia....

hmmm...yesterday went to sch 4 evp exam then go westmall there to booked the chalet n craps..the machine sort sort one...at last trying so mani time managed to complete n get the receipt...then went to jp to accompany le le change her puremilk jacket...but think she did not like the desgin even though she change color coz cant change to other desgin lor so no choice...

we walk till nothing to walk then went  out n i bought pooh hp pouch...veri cute all blue de...haha..then went bk n saw meiying then slacks she dunno where to buy her friend present n in the end we go watch the eye10....before tat we saw fiona n alots of other tv stars...but we onli went to take photo we fiona coz she veri sweet n nice...but too bad my pic was taken when my eyes blink...so wasted...haha the show is funny instead of funny...cant go n watch to destress...after tat went home n slp so neber blog yesterday...so today haf to blog....

hmmm...wake up in the morning today n went to sch 4 amaths then go westmall meet hubby tat wu gui...hmmm...went to book the tixs n go food court eat...when going out to watch movie then saw shunxing n manping eating...actually  saw them long ago juz dun wan go over n disturb then before walk out of food court then say hi lor...

i noe u will c my blog de...;p whu ask u lie to mi....wu gui...hubby shi ge lao wu gui...then went to watch ms con2 coz haf the urge..not reali veri nice...but still not bad la...then walk around n go supermarket n buy things 4 mi to eat at home then hubby tat wu gui help mi carry..haha...my maid lor....veri nice to b my maid hor hubby...ur pleasure rite???haha....then went home after tat....think haf to blog tml le...now going to start study 4 tml bis if not i going to flung le..shit no no i not going to fail...muz at least pass...tat my hope lor...

hubby lao wu gui u listen here....u stupid lie to mi say neber c my blog...u wu gui...i dun like u lie understand....u better treat mi gd if not u noe...i wan go study le...byebye... ;p

hmm... i m sick...sick again...wat is happening to mi... y m i so weak...y everytime sick...today wake up around 1 plus then eat my lunch..but onli eat abit coz dun feel like eating juz feeling i veri full..reali full n sick... throat pain n having fever...veri xin ku cannot take it...after awhile i eat med then go slp till 7...i intend to study coz tml exam but i cannot take it so went to slp...how m i going to pass my exam..tml exam yet i haven touch...i reali dunno wat m i doing...being to hate myself...

wake up then haf my dinner n doing my evp revision...onli abit then cannot stand it...slack again...dunno where my mind also...watch tv till now...i reali dun wish to fail i wan to do well but sickness reali cause mi no mood to study at all..juz feeling veri veri weak...

i wan to eat ice cream,alot of fruits...peach milk tea from taka...chicken wings from cystal jade..hai...when i eat....asap can???

think going to study le...blog again...

mi wif Aaron

 Aaron veri cute rite???

hmmm....juz reach home from jolin'baby birthday party...the baby veri veri cute.. will update tml when i upload it...veri handome kid...

on the way home,my mind gone through alot of thing...suddenly i feel so tired of everything...mani things went through mi like....m i important? m i asking too much from u? r u tired of high expection on u? m i veri difficult to pleased? m i veri unreasonable to be together wif? did i throwing temper everytime? m i asking alot? m i not suitable to u? m i a person tat gif troubles n cause so much unhappiness instead of being hapi?? this reali go through my mine alot of time..... i noe i m asking to much far too much from u....i need to b indepedent rite??? tat wat i was always be told but do u reali understand mi???? i m not tat type...i need ppl to pamper,luv n care...mayb i ask too much far too much le...i noe u already try ur best to pleased mi le...juz tat i m asking too much...thanx 4 able to bear wif mi nonsense..appreciated....

i m a ger whu has a dream tat i need someone whu sent mi home everyday,cal mi everytime to chat...spent time wif mi....i noe is drm la...coz i m asking too much... i not a princess cant haf so mani drms...all this wont come true....i m drming....drming....

well,tired le...reali wan to go out n haf a walk..sometime reali dun wish to study...dun wan to go home...juz wan to b alone...can i??? trying to b one.....everything seem so heavy for mi...reali tired...when can i rest n enjoy..asking too much....

anyway update tml ba....nthing to say le,i m tired.... :..(

hmmm....wat haf i been doing last few days???hehe..can say alot ba..got study n go out n haf fun n slack also...well,yesterday went to hubby's hse then he study 4 his eg2 then after i went home bath n meet him at my cc here..he watch bball at cc while waiting 4 mi to bath..then haf the urge to challenge them..better study 1st then think of bball...after meeting him went to lot 1 n eat...go arcade n play games..got babies n animals de..so cute n funny..reali haf great lauff..then went slacking around while waiting 4 hubby's friends..went to mac n sit down drink my milo then hubby's friends came lor...

we went to foodcourt n his friends go eat...then his friends all funni kind...can get along  well ba???after tat went to east coast park by his friend des car...hmm...c onli abit of stars but gd enough coz can c wif hubby coz tat time chalet rain cant even c anything lor..then hubby's friends lin sing n benson keep disturbing us...hai..benson keep calling my chinese name...all bcoz of collin la..told them my chinese name.. so sad...then we walk back n saw a rabbit...it was knocked down by car...accually des wan bring home but the rabbit was vomiting blood...veri ke lian lor...it was reali cute...every1 was sad coz reali it was cute...reali wan to curse the driver whu hit it...cant bring it to vet meh...hit n run away..stupid idiot...dun drive la if not kill more animals...reali hate the driver to core...

then des sent his gf home n then follow by mi coz the rest r guys.....quite fun the day except a few sad things...hmm..going to study cant slack anymore if not mon dunno how can i go take my exam...

hehe...going watch my vcds...jue shi shuang jiao...bye.. ;p

hmm.... well, so so long haven update my blog le...u guys haf been waiting veri long rite???haha...chialer keep asking mi update n the elephant...well,now since i so bored n free then update lor...

u guys might b wondering y so long i neber update ba...not i dun wan update la...juz plain lazy,busy,tired of mi onli...hehe...now exams coming real real soon yet i haven touch.dunno wat i thinking also.. juz haven get the right mood to study yet i should go bang the wall.. hai... suddenly begin to tired of everythin..dunno y also..mayb slack ba.. i reali wan to haf fun..reali haf fun shopping,watch movie,watch stars n sunrise... slack all the way...but dunno when i can reali do it..study study study...everyday there some1 whu ask mi to go study..is not i dun wan i juz dun haf the mood.. i also wan to get gd grades not i dun wan to study....i need to get my mood b4 i can study if not i will go crazy one day...now neber work le..feel so relax but sometime i reali feel like going back to work to make my mind to stop thinking too much..

well,sometimes i reali duno wat my mind thinking also...dunno wat i wan n wat i expect..juz wan ppl around mi to happy but not sad or unhappy because of mi... s long s they hapi can le...whu can understand mi pls tel mi... i reali feel tat i crazy sometime...i reali dunno wat i wan..make so mani ppl unhappy or sad juz of mi...i feel so bad...

hmm.... i feel lonely n sad at times...u guys muz mi thinking y also... but the ans i gif will b i reali dunno...juz haf the feelings...hmm... now i wan is to study n get gd grades.. i haf so much thing in my mind to buy but no money... going to save save... my list things r watch,mp3,wallet,hp,jacke t n lots of clothes...but all it need is money n money n money...dunno can save till when to buy...sad sad....

hmm... i wan to lose weight...lose around 5 to 10kg...i wan to b slim...i feel i m fat...i wan back my last time figure...i i noe i asking too much... i juz wan all these to make myself better..when i get somethin i like i will b happier...mayb ppl will think i m greedy but i m not... i juz feel veri happy when i buy the thing i like.. tats mi..

hmm... think i write alot le ba... this r some of my update pics.. here u go to the photo gallery

pic of mi n le le

 haha...lele n mi again..

 pam,lele,meiying n mi.. :)

 4 of us again...

our grp at kok guan'hse